vomit worthy

I just submitted my medical school applications. I'm not expecting to get in anywhere. No, seriously, I don't expect to get in. I'm not saying this so people will go ,"Oh Tara, of course you'll get in. " In fact, if you say that to me, I just might throw something and/or hit you.

I really don't think that I'll get in this round.

Don't ask me why but I just have this feeling. I can't explain it.

All I can say is that I pretty much want to vomit 24/7 and I kind of hate myself a little bit right now.

I'm going to go drink...